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New to the community [02 Jul 2015|11:59pm]

skeletonfairy
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01. Whats your name?: Emily - skeletonfairy on instagram if you please
02. Age, Birthday?: 17, 27th March 1998
03. Form of SI?: Cutting, burning, triggering, overdosing
04. Why do you SI?: To feel
05. When was your first time? What did you use?: Around 5 years ago - I used a needle.
06. Where do you most often SI?: Wrist!
07. In what room/area do you most often SI?: My rooooom
08. What do you use?: Razors mainly, but otherwise anything I can get my hands on.
09. Do you hide it?: I hide fresh cuts until they scar, at which point I can say they aren't recent.
10. Do you listen to music while you SI?: I listen to sad music all the time
11. Anyone know?: Therapist, Psychiatrist, parents, friends... basically, everyone.
12. Eating Disorders?: I have Anorexia Nervosa, Bulimic sub-type.
13. Mental Disorders?: BPD, Depression, Social Anxiety
14. What would you do if you found cuts on your best friend?: I don't think I'd care tbh

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Any burning tips? [30 Jun 2015|08:21pm]

peachcat9
Hi, so I've wanted to try burning myself lately, the problem is I'm too scared that I'll burn a nerve ending or something (plus I'm scared of burning myself in general). Anyway do any of you guys have tips on how to avoid destroying a nerve ending and stuff. Thank you so much!
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[27 Jun 2015|10:10pm]

emmaxbvb


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I'm new so I want to share this [27 Jun 2015|09:55pm]

emmaxbvb
01. Whats your name?: Emma 02. Age, Birthday?: 16, June 20 03. Form of SI?: Purging, punching, cutting 04. Why do you SI?: It helps me release stress and anxiety from my past and I feel like I deserve it 05. When was your first time? What did you use?: When I was in 4th grade, I used dirty glass I found in the driveway 06. Where do you most often SI?: both my arms and thighs 07. In what room/area do you most often SI?: my bathroom 08. What do you use?: razors, my fist, teeth, glass cups I have broken 09. Do you hide it?: Yes 10. Do you listen to music while you SI?: sometimes 11. Anyone know?: Yes 12. Eating Disorders?: Anorexia and Bulimia 13. Mental Disorders?: Probably 14. What would you do if you found cuts on your best friend?: I would probably talk to them and ask why they did. Probably tell them I did it too
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I think this is what u do when ur new... [23 Jun 2015|01:39pm]
masterire
[ mood | Depressed today the last 18 days ]

01. Whats your name? Thaz private...Ima guy anyways
02. Age, Birthday? 15 in a few days
03. Form of SI? Cutting, self induced vomiting, scratching, Choking, taking tablets
04. Why do you SI? To relieve pain
05. When was your first time? choking-12 others-14
06. Where do you most often SI? Both Arms, both legs.
07. In what room/area do you most often SI? Bedroom
08. What do you use? Pencil pearer blades, Razor blades (only a few times), anything i can find in desperate times
09. Do you hide it? Yes and no.
10. Do you listen to music while you SI? no.
11. Anyone know? Yes- school told family, friends know
12. Eating Disorders? Slightly Bulimic
13. Mental Disorders? Cyclothymia (its on the bipolar spectrum) which seems to becoming Bipolar type II
14. What would you do if you found cuts on your best friend? I have, like on half of em.

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This is what you do when you're new right? [22 Jun 2015|11:31pm]
mollymars
01. Whats your name? Molly
02. Age, Birthday? 18, Jan
03. Form of SI? Cutting
04. Why do you SI? Punishment and I like blood
05. When was your first time? What did you use?: 11, Fingernails
06. Where do you most often SI? Left arm
07. In what room/area do you most often SI? Bedroom
08. What do you use? EXACTO blades, Razor blades, safety pins. If it has a point I'll use it.
09. Do you hide it? Yes
10. Do you listen to music while you SI? Yes
11. Anyone know? Yes
12. Eating Disorders? Probably, I don't eat whenever I'm depressed.
13. Mental Disorders? Probably
14. What would you do if you found cuts on your best friend? Haha what friends?
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I'm new, so I guess I post this. [22 Jun 2015|10:55am]
allyx_ess

01. Whats your name?: Alex
02. Age, Birthday?: 15, 16 in May
03. Form of SI?: Cutting, Bruising, Scratching, and Rubber Bands
04. Why do you SI?: sometimes it helps with anxiety, other times it's like i deserve it
05. When was your first time? What did you use?: 7th grade; scratching; fingernails
06. Where do you most often SI?: thighs
07. In what room/area do you most often SI?: bathroom right before i shower and bedroom
08. What do you use?: razor blades, fingernails, rubber bands, small blunt objects
09. Do you hide it?: Yea
10. Do you listen to music while you SI?: sometimes
11. Anyone know?: yea
12. Eating Disorders?: Nope
13. Mental Disorders?:  probably
14. What would you do if you found cuts on your best friend?: talk to them about it. Figure out why, but I wouldn't push them. I've alrrady dealt with this with a few friends.

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[21 Jun 2015|11:10pm]
tht1girl
Hey, another new person!
01. Whats your name?: Emily
02. Age, Birthday?: 18, February
03. Form of SI?: cutting
04. Why do you SI?: Its better than feeling nothing at all, i hate myself, i like the way it looks on my legs
05. When was your first time? What did you use?: a couple months ago. I dropped a bottle of shaving cream in the shower and the cap busted into a couple of pretty sharp pieces and i used those the first time.
06. Where do you most often SI?: just my thighs
07. In what room/area do you most often SI?:the bathroom mostly
08. What do you use?: razor blade
09. Do you hide it?: not really but its on my legs
10. Do you listen to music while you SI?: when i can
11. Anyone know?: my best friend. people notice but normally are gracious enough to not say anything.
12. Eating Disorders?: no but sometimes i dont eat because im too sad
13. Mental Disorders?: ive never been diagnosed
14. What would you do if you found cuts on your best friend?: One of my best friends does/did. We dont really talk about it.
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[21 Jun 2015|10:45pm]
escapedmind
I am new, are people on here often?
01. Whats your name?: bri
02. Age, Birthday?: 13, 14 in november
03. Form of SI?: cutting
04. Why do you SI?: i have depression and i just crave the pain i deserve
05. When was your first time? What did you use?: 2 years ago, i used a blade from a pencil sharpener
06. Where do you most often SI?: arms and thighs
07. In what room/area do you most often SI?:in my room or in the bathroom before i shower
08. What do you use?: razor blade
09. Do you hide it?: yea
10. Do you listen to music while you SI?: sometimes
11. Anyone know?: no
12. Eating Disorders?: nah
13. Mental Disorders?: depression and anxiety
14. What would you do if you found cuts on your best friend?: i honestly dont know to be quite honest
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[20 Jun 2015|01:07am]

letitbleed98
01. Whats your name?: It's a secret :) but LittleMissHideYourScars on most social media
02. Age, Birthday?: 17-June 12
03. Form of SI?: Cutting
04. Why do you SI?: Why not? Fucked up family life, mainly.
05. When was your first time? What did you use?: 4 years ago...a chef's knife
06. Where do you most often SI?: Shoulder/wrist/thigh
07. In what room/area do you most often SI?:The living room...aka my bedroom
08. What do you use?: broken razor blades
09. Do you hide it?: Yup.
10. Do you listen to music while you SI?: If i'm conscious, music is on full blast.
11. Anyone know?: Sadly, School Social Worker found out last year...too many people found out after that.
12. Eating Disorders?: Nah
13. Mental Disorders?: unDiagnosed Major Depression..see the shrink month
14. What would you do if you found cuts on your best friend?: Ask them why, and try to get them to open up, say I understand and that I've done it....that's pretty much how it's gone for the ten or so people who i've seen cuts on.
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[18 Jun 2015|08:21pm]

peachcat9
Hi um I'm new here, I guess I'll introduce myself. Oh and I guess I'll go by Momo (I'm not comfortable using my real one). Also sorry for posting two and then editing this after I posted it ^^
Age? I'm 12 almost 13
Form of SI? Cutting, sewing myself and scratching
Why do you SI? I can't really feel anything anymore so I'd rather have pain rather than nothing. Also I like blood.
When was your first time? I was 11
What did you use? I think I used a really dull kitchen knife.
Where do you most often SI? Arms, wrists and stomach
Where do you most often SI? In my bedroom, no one ever comes in and checks on me so pretty much when ever I feel like it.
What do you use? Razor blade, when I stitch I use a sewing needle and thread.
Do you hide it? Yes from everyone, I'm too scared to show it.
Do you listen to music while you SI? I will when I sew myself.
Anybody know? Nope.
Eating disorders? Ednos.
Mental disorders? Social anxiety, depression and bipolar disorder.
What would you do if you found out a friend was SI? I don't really know... I guess i'd try to help them stop.
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[16 Jun 2015|08:27pm]
female4
So i just joined and thought i would do this.
What is your name? Ella
Age? 15
Form of SI? Cutting
Why do you SI? I like the blood and mostly because of my self hate and the bullying
When was your first time? 14
What did you use? First time i did SI, i burned myself. Then first time i cut i used a sharpener blade
Where do you most often SI? Arms/wrists and thighs
Where do you most often SI? In my bedroom when everyone is asleep
What do you use? Razor blade
Do you hide it? Yes from everyone except a couple of friends
Do you listen to music while you SI? Sometimes
Anybody know? Quite a lot of people know because my asshole ex friend told everyone.
Eating disorders? Ednos
Mental disorders? Anxiety, depression.
What would you do if you found out a friend was SI? Some of my friends have done or still do it. We just kinda talk sometimes and tell each other to try stop
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[15 Jun 2015|01:40am]
violetalfaston
Whats your name? My real name is Zoe but because i hate myself i hate my name so i go by Alexi. My friends call me Ender and im violet on this because shes the voice in my head.
Age? 13
Form of SI? Cutting
Why do you SI? fasination with blood but occasionly frustration and self hate
When was your first time? 11
What did you use? sharpener blade
Where do you most often SI? Wrists and thighs
Where do you most often SI? It used to be my bedroom but me and my brother are temporarily sharing a room so right now its my bathroom when everyone else is asleep
What do you use? Sharpener blade
Do you hide it? Yes from everyone except my best friend.
Do you listen to music while you SI? rarely
Anybody know? Yes my two best friends
Eating disorders? Yes ednos because of my fear of food
Mental disorders? ADHD, anxiety, Bipolar and a bunch of phobias and manias
What would you do if you found out a friend was SI? Literally all four of my friends have so basically just tell them if they want to talk to me they can, me and my best friend make casual conversation about it all the time.
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[15 Jun 2015|12:58am]
violetalfaston
Does anyone know if a sharpener blade could kill you? I want to know for both safety reasons and because it would comfot me knowing it would be possible. I am suicidal but i plan on leaving to see if things get better before making any strong decisions. Ps i mean like the way if you go down your arm rather than across it
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Pathetic [11 Jun 2015|10:47pm]
worthlessasshat
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[09 Jun 2015|01:22pm]
plaguemouse
hatehelpmelive
01.What's your name? Emily
02. Age? 23
03. Form of SI? Most
04. Why do you SI? Coping method, God demands it.
05. When was your first time? 10
06. What did you use? I beat my head against the wall.
07. Where do you most often SI? Left forearm, inner flesh of left leg, right hip.
08. In what room/area do you most often SI?
09. What do you use? Chisels, xacto knives, scalpels
10. Do you hide it? Until it heals.
11. Do you listen to music while you SI? Sometimes
12. Anybody know? Everyone in my life.
13. Eating disorders? possibly undiagnosed bulimia
14. Mental disorders? Borderline Personality Disorder
15. What would you do if you found cuts on your best friend? I would hold them, and stay by their side every minute possible. Nobody deserves this.
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[03 Jun 2015|08:15pm]
hatehelpmelive
01.What's your name? Ronja
02. Age? 12
03. Form of SI? Cutting
04. Why do you SI? It helps me
05. When was your first time? When i was 11
06. What did you use? a razorblade
07. Where do you most often SI? arms and tighs
08. In what room/area do you most often SI? My bedroom
09. What do you use? pencil sharpener blade or a scissor
10. Do you hide it? Yes
11. Do you listen to music while you SI? no
12. Anybody know? the internet and 1 friend
13. Eating disorders? No
14. Mental disorders? i have not been diagnosed
15. What would you do if you found cuts on your best friend? I have one friend who self harmed as a joke so idk
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Hi [29 May 2015|11:13pm]
sadandsleepy
Sooo i'm sorta new here, thought i'd do this, everyone else has..
01.What's your name? Elliot
02. Age? 15
03. Form of SI? Cutting, burning, bruising
04. Why do you SI? Used to help make me feel better, now im not so sure.
05. When was your first time? When i was 9
06. What did you use? The wall?
07. Where do you most often SI? Forearms.
08. In what room/area do you most often SI? My bedroom
09. What do you use? usually pencil sharpener blade or razors to cut, a hammer to bruise, and either an eraser or a lighter to burn
10. Do you hide it? Yeup
11. Do you listen to music while you SI? nope
12. Anybody know? all 3 parents, CAMHS, a few friends, and tumblr.
13. Eating disorders? Yep, EDNOS
14. Mental disorders? Depression with hypermania, psycosis, dematilomania, trichotillomania, ednos, agoraphobia, social anxiety, genralised anxiety, sparation anxiety and panic disorder
15. What would you do if you found cuts on your best friend? I know they self harm, but probably hug them and make sure they were okay/safe
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[13 May 2015|08:32pm]
finallyoutside
Hi I just joined searching the web for tips! Anybody got any tips?
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New to this, so thought I'd try this. [08 May 2015|08:34pm]

darkness0426
01.What's your name? Shauna
02. Age, Birthday? 18, 24th August 1996
03. Form of SI? At the moment: Cutting, Nipping, Overdosing.
04. Why do you SI? Different reasons, sometimes to relieve built up emotions sometimes to punish myself.
05. When was your first time? When I was 14.
06. What did you use? A mathematical compass
07. Where do you most often SI? Lower arms.
08. In what room/area do you most often SI? My room.
09. What do you use? Razor blades, Scalpel, Finger nails, Glass.
10. Do you hide it? Yes.
11. Do you listen to music while you SI? Sometimes.
12. Anybody know? MH Professionals, a couple of select friends.
13. Eating disorders? No.
14. Mental disorders? Borderline Personality Disorder, Depression, Agoraphobia.
15. What would you do if you found cuts on your best friend? Try to help make sure they were safe.
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