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New here [21 Feb 2017|10:17pm]
graceviolet15
01. Whats your name?: Grace
02. Age, Birthday?: 15, 25/08
03. Form of SI: Usually just small scratches but recently I've been cutting pretty deep
04. Why do you SI?: it helps me feel less frustrated and powerless
05. When was your first time? When I was 12, I'd been looking at pro ana sites and heard about it from them
06. Where do you most often SI?: right thigh or left wrist
07. In what room/area do you most often SI?: bathroom
08. What do you use? Razor blades, my nails
09. Do you hide it?: yes
10. Do you listen to music while you SI?: sometimes - usually nirvana or Lana del rey (I'm such a cliche)
11. Anyone know?: most of my family know I used to do it, but they think I'm better now
12. Eating Disorders?: I used to be anorexic, I'm not anymore but I stop eating when I'm stressed
13. Mental Disorders?: depression and anxiety (diagnosed), probably BPD (self diagnosed)
14. What would you do if you found cuts on your best friend?: First sure the cuts are clean and not infected, then give them a massive hug and tell them I love them

I'm here to meet people who understand what I'm going through, if you want to talk please message me xxxx
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[21 Feb 2017|07:37pm]
jasminexoxox
01. Whats your name?: Jasmine
02. Age, Birthday?: 16
03. Form of SI?: scratches, small cuts, bruises
04. Why do you SI?: snaps me out of whatever mood i'm in
05. When was your first time? since i was tiny but only started really getting into it around 11 or 12
06. Where do you most often SI?: right arm or left hip/thigh
07. In what room/area do you most often SI?: bedroom/bathroom, school
08. What do you use?: razors, mechanical pencils, my nails/fists
09. Do you hide it?: yes
10. Do you listen to music while you SI?: nope
11. Anyone know?: only told one person but at least people have noticed it anyway (we're forced to wear short sleeves during PE at my school
12. Eating Disorders?: no but i used to use not eating as SH
13. Mental Disorders?: i think so but no clue what, i'm too scared to go to a doctor
14. What would you do if you found cuts on your best friend?: no clue, tell them it's gonna be okay.

Please feel free to talk to me about anything, i'm on here to meet knew people so please say hi xxxx xoxo
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hey guys, new user. [20 Feb 2017|03:04pm]

fckingdumb
01. Whats your name?: jen
02. Age, Birthday?: 18, 6-13
03. Form of SI?: cutting/starving
04. Why do you SI?: self hatred, depressive thoughts, trauma
05. When was your first time? What did you use?: 14 years old. i used a box cutter lol
06. Where do you most often SI?: entire arms/legs, sometimes hands
07. In what room/area do you most often SI?: bedroom or bathroom/shower
08. What do you use?: razors
09. Do you hide it?: yes
10. Do you listen to music while you SI?: sometimes, not always
11. Anyone know?: unfortunately yes
12. Eating Disorders?: yes but undiagnosed
13. Mental Disorders?: depression, schizophrenia & anxiety
14. What would you do if you found cuts on your best friend?: my best friend does self harm. i wouldn't be so quick to bring it up with her because we've been over it so many times
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Just Joined xP [18 Feb 2017|11:37am]

bloody_winters
01. Whats your name?: Nepeta
02. Age, Birthday?: I'm 15, and my birthday is 12/28
03. Form of SI?: Cutting
04. Why do you SI?: Stress, sadness, anxiety
05. When was your first time? What did you use?: My first time was when I was 12. I found a container of razor blades (packaged), I took one, and I did it.
06. Where do you most often SI?: I always do it on my thighs, but sometimes I may do it on my inner, upper arm or my stomach.
07. In what room/area do you most often SI?: My bathroom
08. What do you use?: A razor
09. Do you hide it?: Yes
10. Do you listen to music while you SI?: Sometimes.
11. Anyone know?: My friends know that I used to do it, but they don't know that I still do. My family knew at one point, but they think I'm better.
12. Eating Disorders?: Kind of.. Whenever I get too stressed, I force myself to vomit or I'll starve myself..
13. Mental Disorders?: None diagnosed, but presumably, I have anxiety and depression.
14. What would you do if you found cuts on your best friend?: I'd just ignore it... It's their own business, and I can't judge them...
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Hello, Just joined [18 Feb 2017|09:09am]
doa_rose
01. Whats your name?:Caroline
02. Age, Birthday?: 16
03. Form of SI?: Cutting
04. Why do you SI?: Because I deserve the pain and complications. Because it helps to ground me. It gives me control.
05. When was your first time?: When I was 14 or 15. My family was going on a road trip in an absurdly small car, with luggage and everything. I am claustrophobic and nearly had a panic attack from being stuffed into the car. When I tried to tell them this, they told me to quit whining and get in the car, that I was always complaining and if I could just be agreeable this one time. I did it once we got back from the trip.
06. Where do you most often SI?: On my inner arm/wrist, but I'm considering thighs because it's easier to hide there
07. In what room/area do you most often SI?: My room.
08. What do you use?: A somewhat sharp nail tool thing
09. Do you hide it?: Yes
10. Do you listen to music while you SI?: No
11. Anyone know?: My boyfriend
12. Eating Disorders?: Probably anorexia
13. Mental Disorders?: Slight ADD.
14. What would you do if you found cuts on your best friend?: I would be worried, and I would find out if they are thinking of killing themselves, but I would support them and love them.
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Hey there [16 Feb 2017|11:21am]
hospitalfrsouls
01. Whats your name?: Patty
02. Age, Birthday?: 19
03. Form of SI?: Cutting mostly
04. Why do you SI?: cheaper than drugs, i guess. makes me feel good
05. When was your first time? i think i was 12 or 13, i'm not sure cause i stopped after some time and about 6 months ago i started again, but this time i'm not feeling bad about it, i accept it as a coping mechanism, just like cigarettes or drugs
06. Where do you most often SI?: thighs
07. In what room/area do you most often SI?: Bedroom, bathroom, eventually during class, but then it's just scratching
08. What do you use?: blade from pencil sharpener
09. Do you hide it?: yup
10. Do you listen to music while you SI?: Nope
11. Anyone know?: no
12. Eating Disorders?: no
13. Mental Disorders?: general anxiety and depression, also ADD
14. What would you do if you found cuts on your best friend?: i'm not sure, but i suppose i'd talk to them privately and make sure they are safe and not suicidal, offer help if i can
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[15 Feb 2017|02:52am]

tylantismax
01. What's your name?: Ty
02. Age, Birthday?: 18, August 10
03. Form of SI?: Cutting.
04. Why do you SI?: I like seeing the scars on my arms.
05. When was your first time? What did you use?: I was 14 and used a pencil sharpener blade.
06. Where do you most often SI?: My wrists.
07. In what room/area do you most often SI?: My room or bathroom.
08. What do you use?: A razor blade.
09. Do you hide it?: Yup.
10. Do you listen to music while you SI?: Sometimes.
11. Anyone know?: My boyfriend and a few friends.
12. Eating Disorders?: Anorexia.
13. Mental Disorders?: BPD, Depression, Bipolar.
14. What would you do if you found cuts on your best friend?: I would try and comfort her I guess. Show her mine maybe?
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Hello, It is Sabrina again. [13 Feb 2017|12:02am]
silent_4_now
Is anyone here not suicidal? I want another friend that is pro but also not suicidal.
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heya [31 Jan 2017|01:57am]

0solar_sailor0
01. Whats your name?: Kat
02. Age, Birthday?: 18, November 14
03. Form of SI?: Cutting
04. Why do you SI?: Stress, depression, anxiety
05. When was your first time? What did you use?: About a year and a half ago, and I used an xacto knife.
06. Where do you most often SI?: My thighs.
07. In what room/area do you most often SI?: Bathroom
08. What do you use?: Pencil sharpener blade
09. Do you hide it?: Yeah
10. Do you listen to music while you SI?: Barely ever
11. Anyone know?: Few people
12. Eating Disorders?: No
13. Mental Disorders?: Not diagnosed, but presumably depression, anxiety, ADD and OCD.
14. What would you do if you found cuts on your best friend?: I'd be confused and scared for her, but offer to help her in any way I can.
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[26 Jan 2017|09:30pm]
sampatr
01. Whats your name?: Sam
02. Age, Birthday?: 21
03. Form of SI?: Cutting
04. Why do you SI?: Feels good
05. When was your first time? What did you use?: 3 years ago. Blades
06. Where do you most often SI?: Left arm
07. In what room/area do you most often SI?: Where no one's there.
08. What do you use?: Blades
09. Do you hide it?: Yes
10. Do you listen to music while you SI?: No
11. Anyone know?: They think scars are due to accidents
12. Eating Disorders?: No
13. Mental Disorders?: Don't know
14. What would you do if you found cuts on your best friend?: Don't know
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hello ! [23 Jan 2017|07:25pm]

ext_3986203
[ mood | Dirt ]

01. Whats your name?: Danny or critterr
02. Age, Birthday?: 17, june
03. Why do you cut?: distraction, calming, punishment
04. When was your first time? when i was 12-13.
05. What did you use?: exacto knife
06. Where do you most often cut?: thighs, ankles
07. In what room/area do you most often cut?: bedroom, bathroom
08. What do you use?: disposable razor blades, pencil sharpener blades, exactoknifes.
09. Do you hide it?: i try lol
10. Do you listen to music while you cut?: meh sometimes
11. Anyone know?: literally everyone
12. Eating Disorders?: ana or binge on and off for years
13. Mental Disorders?: Depression, anxiety, suicidal, borderline, ptsd
14. What would you do if you found cuts on your best friend?: give em a hug and tell em to be safe. offer support to quit

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Hello, nice to meet you. [06 Jan 2017|03:50pm]
silent_4_now
I am Sabrina. I am here to make friends that are like me and chat on chat hour or something. all of the people I know are against self harm. I used to be but I am starting to think it might be okay. I have been back and forth on this matter. I used to think self harm was a gateway to suicidal thoughts. but now I am thinking it was just because I didn't have anyone that felt like i did. so I am a pro self harmer again.
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Hi [03 Jan 2017|08:30pm]
spn_cutter
01. Whats your name?: Emily

02. Age, Birthday?: 14, November 19

03. Form of SI?: Cutting

04. Why do you SI?: Bored, triggered or upset
05. When was your first time? What did you use?: A year ago with a blade I found in my bathroom

06. Where do you most often SI?: Used to be my thighs but now. it's my arms and ankles

07. In what room/area do you most often SI?: Bedroom

08. What do you use?: Razor blades

09. Do you hide it?: Yes

10. Do you listen to music while you SI?: Usually

11. Anyone know?: Yes

12. Eating Disorders?: Anorexia

13. Mental Disorders?: Depression, general anxiety and social anxiety, Possibly more

14. What would you do if you found cuts on your best friend?: Ask about it
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[26 Dec 2016|03:54pm]
aiereana
01. Whats your name?: Arianna

02. Age, Birthday?: 16

03. Form of SI?: Cutting and punching

04. Why do you SI?: I'm bored and empty feeling most of the time.

05. When was your first time? What did you use?: My first time was when I was 15 and I used a scissors.

06. Where do you most often SI?: My legs now, because my mom checks all the time.

07. In what room/area do you most often SI?: My bedroom.

08. What do you use?: Razor blades

09. Do you hide it?: Yes

10. Do you listen to music while you SI?: Sometimes

11. Anyone know?: Yes

12. Eating Disorders?: No

13. Mental Disorders?: Yes, depression, anxiety, and ADHD. Possibly more though.

14. What would you do if you found cuts on your best friend?: Ask about it
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[18 Dec 2016|01:11am]

im_never_me
01. Whats your name?: Val
02. Age, Birthday?: 13
03. Form of SI?: Cutting, burning, biting, punching.
04. Why do you SI?: There's lots of reasons. Mostly, because of my parents, stress, to punish myself, etc. And I can't stop, it's adictive af.
05. When was your first time? What did you use?: The first time I did it I wasn't aware that I was selfharming but the first time I did knowing what selfharm was, when I was 11. I used my dad's new razor.
06. Where do you most often SI?: Legs.
07. In what room/area do you most often SI?: My room. My school's bathroom. My bathroom. Anywhere, I just have to be alone to do it.
08. What do you use?: Lots of stuff.
09. Do you hide it?: Yes.
10. Do you listen to music while you SI?: Yes.
11. Anyone know?: Yes.
12. Eating Disorders?: Used to. But about to get in, again.
13. Mental Disorders?: Yes.
14. What would you do if you found cuts on your best friend?: I would be really mad at her. It's kinda funny because I don't want to stop and I'm a pro selfharmer but I know this is fucked up and it's not for her.
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[17 Dec 2016|02:18pm]

teenbookthief
01. What's your name? Nia
02. Age, birthday? 13
03. Form of SI? Scratching, starving myself, vomiting
04. Why do you SI? Helps me feel in control
05. When was your first time? What did you use? Several months ago, I used the end of an old price tag.
06. Where do you most often SI? Arms
07. What room/area do you most often SI? My room
08.what do you use? Price tag
09. Do you hide it? Yes
10. Do you listen to music while you SI? No, why would I?
11. Anyone know? Yes, my parents, but they think I've stopped
12. Eating disorders? Yes, anorexia
13. Mental disorders? Aspergers, depression, general and social anxiety, possible undiagnosed ODD
14. What would you do if you found cuts on your best friend? Well...I'd probably tell her I understand and I'm here for her if she needs me.
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[16 Dec 2016|10:22pm]
recovering01
01. Whats your name?: Sofia
02. Age, Birthday?: 14
03. Form of SI?: Cutting, Smoking
04. Why do you SI?: Helps me forget about my psychological pain.
05. When was your first time? What did you use?: 3/4 years ago. A blade from a razor.
06. Where do you most often SI?: Legs, arms, hips.
07. In what room/area do you most often SI?: My room, or if I'm not at home, bathroom.
08. What do you use?: Razor blade.
09. Do you hide it?: Yes.
10. Do you listen to music while you SI?: Sometimes.
11. Anyone know?: Yes, my ex-boyfriend who I don't talk to anymore. But somehow he knows that I still self harm.
12. Eating Disorders?: No.
13. Mental Disorders?: Potentially depression (major), but not professionally.
14. What would you do if you found cuts on your best friend?: Idk, I don't have friends. xD
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[12 Dec 2016|07:32pm]

askari_shadow
01. Whats your name?: Simon
02. Age, Birthday?: 15
03. Form of SI?: Cutting, pulling a razor across my cuts to cut the scars and scabs off
04. Why do you SI?: To feel happy and in control and it's oddly addictive and I crave it almost, like an escape or way of being able to think straight and feel bubbly
05. When was your first time? What did you use?:3 ish Years ago and blade from a pencil sharpener
06. Where do you most often SI?: Left arm from my elbow down
07. In what room/area do you most often SI?: Bedroom, bathroom
08. What do you use?: Knife, blades from razors
09. Do you hide it?: Why wouldn't I?
10. Do you listen to music while you SI?: Nah
11. Anyone know?: Yes girlfriend and close friend
12. Eating Disorders?: Nope
13. Mental Disorders?: Depression
14. What would you do if you found cuts on your best friend?: Talk to them about it and make sure they are doing it safety and not risking an infection and suggest to speak to someone about it but tis up to them
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[11 Dec 2016|10:45pm]
ukulele01
01. Whats your name?: Quinn
02. Age, Birthday?: 15
03. Form of SI?: Cutting, filing skin down
04. Why do you SI?: The blood
05. When was your first time? What did you use?: 2 years ago, I filed my skin until it bled
06. Where do you most often SI?: Thighs
07. In what room/area do you most often SI?: My room
08. What do you use?: Razor blade
09. Do you hide it?: Yes
10. Do you listen to music while you SI?: Not usually
11. Anyone know?: Yes
12. Eating Disorders?: Used to be anorexic
13. Mental Disorders?: ADHD
14. What would you do if you found cuts on your best friend?: I would be upset that they were feeling so bad that they feel the need to cut. Some of my friends do cut and I don't like that, even though I cut.
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[10 Dec 2016|10:35pm]

mckelle18
01. Whats your name?: Tori
02. Age, Birthday?: 13
03. Form of SI?: cutting
04. Why do you SI?: Its addictive and helps me cope.
05. When was your first time? What did you use?: A year ago. I used pencils.
06. Where do you most often SI?: Wrists
07. In what room/area do you most often SI?: my bathroom
08. What do you use?: Razor blade
09. Do you hide it?: Of course
10. Do you listen to music while you SI?: No but I want to
11. Anyone know?: Yes
12. Eating Disorders?: No
13. Mental Disorders?: None dignosed yet
14. What would you do if you found cuts on your best friend?: To be honest, I wouldn't care. My best friend cuts too. We talk about it to each other all the time but she isnt really the best person to talk to about it. She is a little self centered. But still, she is my best friend and I tell her everything.
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