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[29 Aug 2015|03:19am]
erikjonesx999
01. Whats your name?: Erik (erikjonesx999)
02. Age, Birthday?: 18- July 1st
03. Form of SI?: Cutting, bruising, burning, pulling hair, picking skin, any.
04. Why do you SI?: Control, intense emotions, apathy/numbness, lonliness
05. When was your first time? What did you use?: When I was 11, I took the metal top off of a pencil and flattened it.
06. Where do you most often SI?: Lower arms, upper arms/biceps, legs, thighs
07. In what room/area do you most often SI?: Not sure.
08. What do you use?: Razors, pencils, pen parts, glass, plastic pieces, needles/safety pins, paper clips, bobby pins, erasers
09. Do you hide it?: Never. Only hidden if I feel the need to keep doing it and don't want to stop.
10. Do you listen to music while you SI?: Preferably. It is common for me to not to, however.
11. Anyone know?: Everyone
12. Eating Disorders?: Yes, not otherwise specified. Anorexic and bulimic symptoms. Diagnosed by psychiatrist.
13. Mental Disorders?: Yes. Bipolar I Disorder, borderline personality disorder, severe anxiety, narcissistic and histrionic behaviors, schizoaffective disorder. Dual-axis because of substance abuse disorder. All diagnosed by multiple psychs.
14. What would you do if you found cuts on your best friend?: Talk to them, be upset, get over it, help.
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Hi:) [20 Aug 2015|11:50pm]

prince_of_rome
01. Whats your name?: Prince_Of_Rome
02. Age, Birthday?: 17
03. Form of SI?: cutting and bruising
04. Why do you SI?: Let out my anger and pain.
05. When was your first time? What did you use?: I don't remember... probably 14, most likely punched myself.
06. Where do you most often SI?: Arms
07. In what room/area do you most often SI?: Bedroom
08. What do you use?: Hands, glass, anything sharp. I don't like razor blades.
09. Do you hide it?: Nope.
10. Do you listen to music while you SI?: No
11. Anyone know?: Nope
12. Eating Disorders?: Yes, EDNOS
13. Mental Disorders?: Not that I know of. But I do have Maladaptive Daydreaming, I don't consider it a disorder though.
14. What would you do if you found cuts on your best friend?: Talk about it
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New to this site [05 Aug 2015|09:16pm]
georgie966
Thought id do this since I'm new on here so hi :)
01. Whats your name?: georgia
02. Age, Birthday?: 19
03. Form of SI?: cutting, bruising, burning
04. Why do you SI?: relieve anxiety, give my mental and inner pain a visual representation, calm my self
05. When was your first time? What did you use?: 11/12, a kitchen knife and a compass
06. Where do you most often SI?: my stomach, my fore/upper arms
07. In what room/area do you most often SI?: bedroom
08. What do you use?: a razor blade
09. Do you hide it?: mostly
10. Do you listen to music while you SI?: sometimes, not often
11. Anyone know?: Yes
12. Eating Disorders?: no
13. Mental Disorders?: Manic depressive, seasonal affective, aniexty. Also diagnosed with low spectrum autism. (Aspergers)
14. What would you do if you found cuts on your best friend?: Talk it through with her
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[30 Jul 2015|11:44pm]
glasss_girl
01. Whats your name?: ivy
02. Age, Birthday?: 15, july 21st
03. Form of SI?: cutting and occasionally burning
04. Why do you SI?: to let out anger, to punish myself, or to stop feeling numb
05. When was your first time? What did you use?: november/december 2012. i used a pair of scissors.
06. Where do you most often SI?: my left forearm and my left upper thigh
07. In what room/area do you most often SI?: my room
08. What do you use?: currently a pencil sharpener
09. Do you hide it?: for the most part, yes
10. Do you listen to music while you SI?: no
11. Anyone know?: some of my friends, my immediate family, and everyone i've met in a hospital
12. Eating Disorders?: no
13. Mental Disorders?: moderate-severe depression and bpd
14. What would you do if you found cuts on your best friend?: i have before, and my immediate reaction was to just hold her
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Hi [28 Jul 2015|05:49pm]
silver_dragon08
01. Whats your name?: Georgia-Kate
02. Age, Birthday?: 17, 8th of August, 1997
03. Form of SI?: Cutting
04. Why do you SI?:It helps me sleep
05. When was your first time? What did you use?: 12ish maybe, kitchen knife
06. Where do you most often SI?: My bedroom
07. In what room/area do you most often SI?: My bedroom
08. What do you use?: clean arts scalpel
09. Do you hide it?: Only for a few days, then i tend to stop being so subtle.
10. Do you listen to music while you SI?: Sometimes
11. Anyone know?: Yes
12. Eating Disorders?: Not anymore
13. Mental Disorders?: Nothing diagnosed
14. What would you do if you found cuts on your best friend?: Try to convince them to stop maybe? Can't really know what you would do until it's time
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Looking for friends... I am new. [23 Jul 2015|12:06am]
bloodstainwrist
01. Whats your name?: Teresa
02. Age, Birthday?: 20, April 6th, 1995
03. Form of SI?: Cutting
04. Why do you SI?:To take away it all.
05. When was your first time? What did you use?: 13, Steak knife
06. Where do you most often SI?: In the house
07. In what room/area do you most often SI?: Used to be my bedroom before I was in relationship so now bathroom
08. What do you use?: Razor Blade
09. Do you hide it?: From everyone Except my Husband
10. Do you listen to music while you SI?: No. Because I want to make sure I can hear my thoughts drifting away
11. Anyone know?: Yes
12. Eating Disorders?: No
13. Mental Disorders?: Depression, ADHD, Generalized Anxiety,
14. What would you do if you found cuts on your best friend?: I would try to tell them that it is not worth it and no matter how much you think you can stop it's harder than you think. and I would urge them to not do it. but if they couldn't stop I would jsut make sure I watched out for them and kept them safe.
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[13 Jul 2015|04:32am]
crystalcovejo
01. Whats your name?: Joey
02. Age, Birthday?: 18,September 15th 96
03. Form of SI?: Cutting
04. Why do you SI?:To escape
05. When was your first time? What did you use?: 14, Scissors
06. Where do you most often SI?: In the house
07. In what room/area do you most often SI?:Bathroom
08. What do you use?: Razor Blade
09. Do you hide it?: Yes
10. Do you listen to music while you SI?: Yes
11. Anyone know?: No
12. Eating Disorders?: Not anymore
13. Mental Disorders?: BPD, Depression
14. What would you do if you found cuts on your best friend?: It's better than other options
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Hi, I'm new! [07 Jul 2015|10:26pm]
pinkscar
01. Whats your name?: Alz
02. Age, Birthday?: 14
03. Form of SI?: Cutting
04. Why do you SI?: Because my family will never get it.
05. When was your first time? What did you use?: I was 12. I used a kitchen knife
06. Where do you most often SI?: shoulders and thighs
07. In what room/area do you most often SI?: My bathroom
08. What do you use?: Razor blades
09. Do you hide it?: Yes
10. Do you listen to music while you SI?: Sometimes
11. Anyone know?: My best friend
12. Eating Disorders?: NO
13. Mental Disorders?: PTSD
14. What would you do if you found cuts on your best friend?: Ask them about it, encourage them to stop and see a therapist.
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[07 Jul 2015|05:11pm]

sadgrl666
01. Whats your name?: Sarah
02. Age, Birthday?: 16, Feb 15
03. Form of SI?: cutting, scratching, banging/bruising
04. Why do you SI?: low self esteem and its a release
05. When was your first time? What did you use?: 14, i scratched myself
06. Where do you most often SI?: thighs
07. In what room/area do you most often SI?: bathroom
08. What do you use?: razor blade, hands, wall if its to bruise
09. Do you hide it?: from family yes, some friends think im recovered
10. Do you listen to music while you SI?: no
11. Anyone know?: nobody knows that i still do it, i dont hide my old scars so a lot of people probably think i stopped
12. Eating Disorders?: not diagnosed but i think i used to have an ednos
13. Mental Disorders?: not diagnosed but probably depression
14. What would you do if you found cuts on your best friend?: i'd talk to her about it
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[05 Jul 2015|11:00pm]

cuttlefish69
01. Whats your name?: Max
02. Age, Birthday?: 16, march 14
03. Form of SI?: cutting, skin picking, hair pulling, bruising
04. Why do you SI?: it used to be my only shitty coping mechanism
05. When was your first time? What did you use?: when i was 12, a pocketknife
06. Where do you most often SI?: thighs and hips
07. In what room/area do you most often SI?:in my room or in the bathroom
08. What do you use?: razor blade, hands
09. Do you hide it?: yeah i have to
10. Do you listen to music while you SI?: nope afraid of being caught
11. Anyone know?: yes but think ive stopped
12. Eating Disorders?: no but really bad perceptions of eating
13. Mental Disorders?: was diagnosed as autistic and with "mood disorder"
14. What would you do if you found cuts on your best friend?: i actually have had this happen and i pretty much ignored it so they wouldnt feel uncomfortable and then later texted them about it to see what was up
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New to the community [02 Jul 2015|11:59pm]

skeletonfairy
[ mood | blank ]

01. Whats your name?: Emily - skeletonfairy on instagram if you please
02. Age, Birthday?: 17, 27th March 1998
03. Form of SI?: Cutting, burning, triggering, overdosing
04. Why do you SI?: To feel
05. When was your first time? What did you use?: Around 5 years ago - I used a needle.
06. Where do you most often SI?: Wrist!
07. In what room/area do you most often SI?: My rooooom
08. What do you use?: Razors mainly, but otherwise anything I can get my hands on.
09. Do you hide it?: I hide fresh cuts until they scar, at which point I can say they aren't recent.
10. Do you listen to music while you SI?: I listen to sad music all the time
11. Anyone know?: Therapist, Psychiatrist, parents, friends... basically, everyone.
12. Eating Disorders?: I have Anorexia Nervosa, Bulimic sub-type.
13. Mental Disorders?: BPD, Depression, Social Anxiety
14. What would you do if you found cuts on your best friend?: I don't think I'd care tbh

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Any burning tips? [30 Jun 2015|08:21pm]

peachcat9
Hi, so I've wanted to try burning myself lately, the problem is I'm too scared that I'll burn a nerve ending or something (plus I'm scared of burning myself in general). Anyway do any of you guys have tips on how to avoid destroying a nerve ending and stuff. Thank you so much!
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[27 Jun 2015|10:10pm]

emmaxbvb


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I'm new so I want to share this [27 Jun 2015|09:55pm]

emmaxbvb
01. Whats your name?: Emma 02. Age, Birthday?: 16, June 20 03. Form of SI?: Purging, punching, cutting 04. Why do you SI?: It helps me release stress and anxiety from my past and I feel like I deserve it 05. When was your first time? What did you use?: When I was in 4th grade, I used dirty glass I found in the driveway 06. Where do you most often SI?: both my arms and thighs 07. In what room/area do you most often SI?: my bathroom 08. What do you use?: razors, my fist, teeth, glass cups I have broken 09. Do you hide it?: Yes 10. Do you listen to music while you SI?: sometimes 11. Anyone know?: Yes 12. Eating Disorders?: Anorexia and Bulimia 13. Mental Disorders?: Probably 14. What would you do if you found cuts on your best friend?: I would probably talk to them and ask why they did. Probably tell them I did it too
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I think this is what u do when ur new... [23 Jun 2015|01:39pm]
masterire
[ mood | Depressed today the last 18 days ]

01. Whats your name? Thaz private...Ima guy anyways
02. Age, Birthday? 15 in a few days
03. Form of SI? Cutting, self induced vomiting, scratching, Choking, taking tablets
04. Why do you SI? To relieve pain
05. When was your first time? choking-12 others-14
06. Where do you most often SI? Both Arms, both legs.
07. In what room/area do you most often SI? Bedroom
08. What do you use? Pencil pearer blades, Razor blades (only a few times), anything i can find in desperate times
09. Do you hide it? Yes and no.
10. Do you listen to music while you SI? no.
11. Anyone know? Yes- school told family, friends know
12. Eating Disorders? Slightly Bulimic
13. Mental Disorders? Cyclothymia (its on the bipolar spectrum) which seems to becoming Bipolar type II
14. What would you do if you found cuts on your best friend? I have, like on half of em.

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This is what you do when you're new right? [22 Jun 2015|11:31pm]
mollymars
01. Whats your name? Molly
02. Age, Birthday? 18, Jan
03. Form of SI? Cutting
04. Why do you SI? Punishment and I like blood
05. When was your first time? What did you use?: 11, Fingernails
06. Where do you most often SI? Left arm
07. In what room/area do you most often SI? Bedroom
08. What do you use? EXACTO blades, Razor blades, safety pins. If it has a point I'll use it.
09. Do you hide it? Yes
10. Do you listen to music while you SI? Yes
11. Anyone know? Yes
12. Eating Disorders? Probably, I don't eat whenever I'm depressed.
13. Mental Disorders? Probably
14. What would you do if you found cuts on your best friend? Haha what friends?
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I'm new, so I guess I post this. [22 Jun 2015|10:55am]
allyx_ess

01. Whats your name?: Alex
02. Age, Birthday?: 15, 16 in May
03. Form of SI?: Cutting, Bruising, Scratching, and Rubber Bands
04. Why do you SI?: sometimes it helps with anxiety, other times it's like i deserve it
05. When was your first time? What did you use?: 7th grade; scratching; fingernails
06. Where do you most often SI?: thighs
07. In what room/area do you most often SI?: bathroom right before i shower and bedroom
08. What do you use?: razor blades, fingernails, rubber bands, small blunt objects
09. Do you hide it?: Yea
10. Do you listen to music while you SI?: sometimes
11. Anyone know?: yea
12. Eating Disorders?: Nope
13. Mental Disorders?:  probably
14. What would you do if you found cuts on your best friend?: talk to them about it. Figure out why, but I wouldn't push them. I've alrrady dealt with this with a few friends.

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[21 Jun 2015|11:10pm]
tht1girl
Hey, another new person!
01. Whats your name?: Emily
02. Age, Birthday?: 18, February
03. Form of SI?: cutting
04. Why do you SI?: Its better than feeling nothing at all, i hate myself, i like the way it looks on my legs
05. When was your first time? What did you use?: a couple months ago. I dropped a bottle of shaving cream in the shower and the cap busted into a couple of pretty sharp pieces and i used those the first time.
06. Where do you most often SI?: just my thighs
07. In what room/area do you most often SI?:the bathroom mostly
08. What do you use?: razor blade
09. Do you hide it?: not really but its on my legs
10. Do you listen to music while you SI?: when i can
11. Anyone know?: my best friend. people notice but normally are gracious enough to not say anything.
12. Eating Disorders?: no but sometimes i dont eat because im too sad
13. Mental Disorders?: ive never been diagnosed
14. What would you do if you found cuts on your best friend?: One of my best friends does/did. We dont really talk about it.
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[21 Jun 2015|10:45pm]
escapedmind
I am new, are people on here often?
01. Whats your name?: bri
02. Age, Birthday?: 13, 14 in november
03. Form of SI?: cutting
04. Why do you SI?: i have depression and i just crave the pain i deserve
05. When was your first time? What did you use?: 2 years ago, i used a blade from a pencil sharpener
06. Where do you most often SI?: arms and thighs
07. In what room/area do you most often SI?:in my room or in the bathroom before i shower
08. What do you use?: razor blade
09. Do you hide it?: yea
10. Do you listen to music while you SI?: sometimes
11. Anyone know?: no
12. Eating Disorders?: nah
13. Mental Disorders?: depression and anxiety
14. What would you do if you found cuts on your best friend?: i honestly dont know to be quite honest
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[20 Jun 2015|01:07am]

letitbleed98
01. Whats your name?: It's a secret :) but LittleMissHideYourScars on most social media
02. Age, Birthday?: 17-June 12
03. Form of SI?: Cutting
04. Why do you SI?: Why not? Fucked up family life, mainly.
05. When was your first time? What did you use?: 4 years ago...a chef's knife
06. Where do you most often SI?: Shoulder/wrist/thigh
07. In what room/area do you most often SI?:The living room...aka my bedroom
08. What do you use?: broken razor blades
09. Do you hide it?: Yup.
10. Do you listen to music while you SI?: If i'm conscious, music is on full blast.
11. Anyone know?: Sadly, School Social Worker found out last year...too many people found out after that.
12. Eating Disorders?: Nah
13. Mental Disorders?: unDiagnosed Major Depression..see the shrink month
14. What would you do if you found cuts on your best friend?: Ask them why, and try to get them to open up, say I understand and that I've done it....that's pretty much how it's gone for the ten or so people who i've seen cuts on.
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