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Hi [29 May 2015|11:13pm]
sadandsleepy
Sooo i'm sorta new here, thought i'd do this, everyone else has..
01.What's your name? Elliot
02. Age? 15
03. Form of SI? Cutting, burning, bruising
04. Why do you SI? Used to help make me feel better, now im not so sure.
05. When was your first time? When i was 9
06. What did you use? The wall?
07. Where do you most often SI? Forearms.
08. In what room/area do you most often SI? My bedroom
09. What do you use? usually pencil sharpener blade or razors to cut, a hammer to bruise, and either an eraser or a lighter to burn
10. Do you hide it? Yeup
11. Do you listen to music while you SI? nope
12. Anybody know? all 3 parents, CAMHS, a few friends, and tumblr.
13. Eating disorders? Yep, EDNOS
14. Mental disorders? Depression with hypermania, psycosis, dematilomania, trichotillomania, ednos, agoraphobia, social anxiety, genralised anxiety, sparation anxiety and panic disorder
15. What would you do if you found cuts on your best friend? I know they self harm, but probably hug them and make sure they were okay/safe
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[13 May 2015|08:32pm]
finallyoutside
Hi I just joined searching the web for tips! Anybody got any tips?
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New to this, so thought I'd try this. [08 May 2015|08:34pm]

darkness0426
01.What's your name? Shauna
02. Age, Birthday? 18, 24th August 1996
03. Form of SI? At the moment: Cutting, Nipping, Overdosing.
04. Why do you SI? Different reasons, sometimes to relieve built up emotions sometimes to punish myself.
05. When was your first time? When I was 14.
06. What did you use? A mathematical compass
07. Where do you most often SI? Lower arms.
08. In what room/area do you most often SI? My room.
09. What do you use? Razor blades, Scalpel, Finger nails, Glass.
10. Do you hide it? Yes.
11. Do you listen to music while you SI? Sometimes.
12. Anybody know? MH Professionals, a couple of select friends.
13. Eating disorders? No.
14. Mental disorders? Borderline Personality Disorder, Depression, Agoraphobia.
15. What would you do if you found cuts on your best friend? Try to help make sure they were safe.
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hello [02 May 2015|01:46am]

streetllights
[ mood | peaceful ]

hello! i'm streetlights. i si as part of my rituals, and, also, i must admit, fetishistically. but mostly ritually. si for me is more about drawing blood than anything else. if i had phlebotomy equipment i'd switch to that. blood is a part of my rituals and tributes. that's the only reason i si. in the past, i've had delusions that compelled me to si excessively, but all that is over now.

how about you? do you do anything with the blood you draw?

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[25 Apr 2015|01:10pm]

fatuglydead
I just joined this community so I thought I'd introduce myself.

01. What's your name? Anna
03. Form of SI? At the moment: cutting, wrist banging, scratching, burning and overdosing.
04. Why do you SI? I deserve it, to damage my body, sometimes to see if it will kill me.
05. When was your first time? I was 12 and cut my leg.
06. What did you use? Blade from a pencil sharpener.
07. Where do you most often SI? On my thighs, on my left arm, on my wrists, on the back of my hand.
08. In what room/area do you most often SI? If it's cutting then in the bathroom, sometimes the bath if it's messy. The others anywhere I need to.
09. What do you use? Cut with blades from razors, wrist banging is on walls tables and chairs, burning from rubbing erasers etc, overdosing on acetaminophen.
10. Do you hide it? I hide fresh wounds, the scars I hide most of the time but not really old scars on my arms.
11. Do you listen to music while you SI? Sometimes to avert suspicion.
12. Anybody know? Girlfriend, family, few friends, psych.
13. Eating disorders? History of anorexia, now I eat junk and restrict sometimes.
14. Mental disorders? Depression, social anxiety and anxiety. Undiagnosed stuff: see things, intrusive thoughts about hurting my gf and pets, paranoia about various things (never told anyone except gf)
15. What would you do if you found cuts on your best friend? She has been hurting herself for years so I just keep an eye on her.
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pleasure. [18 Apr 2015|05:45pm]

jbcutz32
I get immense pleasure out of cutting my skin. I try to go deeper though and can't seem to do it. I cut my thigh with a razor. I love the sight of my blood running down my legs, it gives me such relief and pleasure. I still want to go deeper. Any suggestions?
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anyone relate? [17 Apr 2015|01:26am]

enderalfaston
Hi so i was just wondering if anyone could relate, i SI (cut) out of morbid fascination, i like the way it looks, tastes,feels and if it scars, heals. i used to know two people who self harmed and they acted nice about it but they looked at me weird when i said i liked seeing them. I really cant explain why i like it i just do, anyone relate?
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[14 Apr 2015|05:08pm]
blackenfairy
[ mood | thoughtful ]

has anyone used singe edged scraper blades they are sold as oven scrapers etc. just wondered what people thought of them, haven't tried them yet because i ordered them off the internet.

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[12 Apr 2015|07:13pm]
blackenfairy
just wondered the best way to get a big dark bruise tried a lot and to be honest they have only been sore when you tough it but other than that nothing. a few bits of bruising here and there and then it just disappears
has anyone got any ideas
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Seen as everyone is doing this I thought I might joing in [08 Apr 2015|03:27pm]

astridmay
01. Whats your name?: My real name is Alison but I go by Astrid (childhood made-up name) on the internet
02. Age, Birthday?: 25 years old, 17th of may
03. Form of SI?: cutting, burning, brusing, biting
04. Why do you SI?:To release anger or frustration or to punish myself
05. When was your first time? What did you use?: 11, scissors, my teeth
06. Where do you most often SI?: Mostly my left forearm but I have also damaged my face, legs, arms, neck, feet
07. In what room/area do you most often SI?: The bathroom because I can lock the door and is easier to clean up
08. What do you use?: Razor blades, lighters, my teeth, the wall (i bang my head)
09. Do you hide it?: Not anymore
10. Do you listen to music while you SI?: No
11. Anyone know?: Most people who know me
12. Eating Disorders?: Used to suffer from anorexia and some binge-purging, I am officially recovered but still have unhealthy habits and thoughts
13. Mental Disorder: Borderline personality disorder, depression, panic attacks and anxiety
14. Would you do if you found cuts on your best friend?: Freak out! Feel guilty
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Newbie [08 Apr 2015|03:13pm]

astridmay
Hi everyone! My name is Astrid and I've just joined this community and livejournal in general. I have actually just taken some pills because I am having a bit of a crisis, if anyone wishes to talk I'd be grateful. My story in short is that I started cutting at 11, am now 25 and still cut and burn. I attempted suicide twice and was doing pretty well until recently. I hope here I can find and give support!
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new [06 Apr 2015|07:40pm]
originalwhisper
[ mood | hopeful ]

1. Whats your name?: originalwhisper
02. Age, Birthday?: i'm 24.
03. Form of SI?: cutting
04. Why do you SI?: because it gives me control over my emotions, over some part of my life. It is a coping mechanism for me, when it all becomes too much. It is a quick, temporary release.
05. When was your first time? What did you use?: when i was 13, shortly after i was diagnosed with OCD. i used a sharpener blade.
06. Where do you most often SI?: lower arms and thighs.
07. In what room/area do you most often SI?: bathroom of my place. Bedroom when i was younger and lived with my parents.
08. What do you use?: sharpener blade.
09. Do you hide it?: yes
10. Do you listen to music while you SI?: no
11. Anyone know?: no. I used to do it a lot more often in my teen years, then stopped at age 17. Started again at 20 when problems kicked off again.
12. Eating Disorders?: no
13. Mental Disorders?: OCD (thankfully, i now have a lot of control over) generalised anxiety, panic disorder.
14. What would you do if you found cuts on your best friend?: ask them if they want to talk about it. Hug them.

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[02 Apr 2015|04:24pm]
iwannabeafairy
[ mood | Meh ]

01. What's your name?: Rona
02. Age, Birthday?: 18, 14/06/96
03. Form of SI?: cutting, sometimes burning.
04. Why do you SI?: I'm a failed human being, I do it as a punishment, and most recently because my Mum died and I wasn't there to help her.
05. When was your first time? What did you use? New Years Eve, 15 maybe, broken razor blade.
06. Where do you most often SI?: Wrists, thighs and legs in the past.
07. In what room/area do you most often SI?: My bed, or the bath.
08. What do you use?: Razor blades, craft knife, lighter.
09. Do you hide it?: Only from the people that care about me.
10. Do you listen to music while you SI?: Never, I'm a musician, it wouldn't be fair to create that link to a piece of music.
11. Anyone know?: Unfortunately.
12. Eating Disorders?: No, but my relationship with food isn't exactly a positive one.
13. Mental Disorders?: depression, anxiety, OCD.
14. What would you do if you found cuts on your best friend?: I know that she cuts anyway, I support her and don't judge when she tells me.

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does anybody ever just come on here and talk? [29 Mar 2015|02:10pm]
beautifulbrandy
I'm just looking for a place with people who aren't going to judge me or make me quit that I can talk to. So I was wondering if there's ever anyone on here on a consistent basis.
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New member [28 Mar 2015|01:04am]
beautifulbrandy
01. Whats your name?: Brandy
02. Age, Birthday?: 23, 10-21-1991
03. Form of SI?: cutting, burning
04. Why do you SI?: I feel like I don't have control of anything else
05. When was your first time? What did you use? 14, steak knife
06. Where do you most often SI?: Arms, wrists, thighs, feet, kind of everywhere
07. In what room/area do you most often SI?: My apartment anywhere. In the car if I am at work
08. What do you use?: Exacto knives or anything I can find
09. Do you hide it?: yes
10. Do you listen to music while you SI?: No, sometimes, not often
11. Anyone know?: They think I quit but yes
12. Eating Disorders?: Yes. EDNOS
13. Mental Disorders?: depression, anxiety, PTSD
14. What would you do if you found cuts on your best friend?: I wouldn't. But if I did I'd leave her alone about it.
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[16 Mar 2015|07:00pm]
laydeebuggin
01. Whats your name?: Laynee
02. Age, Birthday?: 18, 9/29/96
03. Form of SI?: cutting, burning, bruising, scratching
04. Why do you SI?: when i have given up
05. When was your first time? What did you use?: about 4 years ago, a safety pin
06. Where do you most often SI?: whenever i need to
07. In what room/area do you most often SI?: my room and bathrooms
08. What do you use?: changes
09. Do you hide it?: yes
10. Do you listen to music while you SI?: sometimes
11. Anyone know?: yes lots of people
12. Eating Disorders?: no, but my sister and brother in law both do
13. Mental Disorders?: depression and anxiety
14. What would you do if you found cuts on your best friend?: I would tell them i know how they feel and we would deal with it together.
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[08 Mar 2015|06:27pm]
kittyvic413
01. Whats your name?: Katherinne
02. Age, Birthday?: 16, N/A
03. Form of SI?: Cutting, burning, bruising.
04. Why do you SI?: Self hatred, inadvertently killing a child, and my cancer.
05. When was your first time? Three or four years ago.
06. Where do you most often SI?: Preferably forearms, but not limited to stomach, thigh, and ankle.
07. In what room/area do you most often SI?: My closet.
08. What do you use?: Razour blades from box cutters and pencil sharpeners, erasers, lighters, and keys.
09. Do you hide it?: From my best friend, though he can somehow always tell (sometimes just from texting me)
10. Do you listen to music while you SI?: No. If i do then that will be all i think about when i hear the song.
11. Anyone know?: Everyone.
12. Eating Disorders?: Recovering from Anorexia Nervosa
13. Mental Disorders?: PTSD, Majour Depressive Disorder without Psychotic Features, OCD, and Migraines
14. Would you do if you found cuts on your best friend?: I dont think he would ever self harm. He exercises to avoid things, etc., but if he did, i dont know what i would do. Im in love with him and he has always grounded me. Hes not perfect, hes as fucked up as me, but he handles it better because hes stronger.
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Might as well. [13 Feb 2015|12:08am]

amilila
01. Whats your name?: Amelia
02. Age, Birthday?: 14, May 26th.
03. Form of SI?: Mostly cutting.
04. Why do you SI?: The only way I can express my pain without hurting people I care for around me. ( again. )
05. When was your first time? About a year ago, I used a hairclip but I didn't bleed then.
06. Where do you most often SI?: Arms, wrist, thighs, sometimes ankles.
07. In what room/area do you most often SI?: My room.
08. What do you use?: razor blades, a weird blade knife that's really sharp, sometimes scissors if there's nothing else and I'm desperate.
09. Do you hide it?: In school, but I wear long sleeves, don't cover it up.
10. Do you listen to music while you SI?: Depends.
11. Anyone know?: Close friends and family.
12. Eating Disorders?: Not yet, no. Thinking about it.
13. Mental Disorders?: Schizophrenia, Major Depressive Disorder, Bipolar.
14. Would you do if you found cuts on your best friend?: I have done, I was upset and confronted her and we cried it out together. We're really comfortable showing eachother now, so we kinda keep tabs on eachother.
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I've been a member but thought I'd fill this out [09 Feb 2015|03:07pm]

alone_and_hated
01. Whats your name?: Alison
02. Age, Birthday?: 28
03. Form of SI?: cutting, burning, brusing etc.
04. Why do you SI?: makes me numb, allows me to deal with anger without having everyone hate me
05. When was your first time? What did you use?: 10, a penicle
06. Where do you most often SI?: arms, if I could my wrist always, but I will do it anywhere legs, cheste, stomach, I've even done it on my face
07. In what room/area do you most often SI?: My room
08. What do you use?: razor blades, siccors, ciggerts, anything to hit mysellf with, knifes if there isn't anything else
09. Do you hide it?: sometimes, from some people
10. Do you listen to music while you SI?: maybe
11. Anyone know?: everyone but people don't know I still do it
12. Eating Disorders?: I have a history
13. Mental Disorder Bipolar
14. Would you do if you found cuts on your best friend?: ask but I don't judge anyone
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[13 Jan 2015|07:11pm]

emilywalsh2
Hi my name is Emily, I am 22 in march and am pretty new to live journal but I came across it by obviously being a self harmer and beliving there is nothing wrong with it! Hit me up peeps
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