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Have you ever wished for somebody else cutting you? [16 Aug 2014|06:08pm]

vampire4u
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Introduction... [27 Jul 2014|12:18pm]
misshart28
[ mood | distressed ]

01. Whats your name?: You can call me Miss Hart
02. Age, Birthday?: 28, 10/20/1985
03. Form of SI?: Cutting
04. Why do you SI?: Life is too much to handle.
05. When was your first time? What did you use?: 6/28/2014, razor from a disposable shaving razor
06. Where do you most often SI?: Left thigh
07. In what room/area do you most often SI?: Bathroom
08. What do you use?: 9mm exacto blade
09. Do you hide it?: Yes, I have a cutting kit with alcohol wipes, gauze, bandages, etc.
10. Do you listen to music while you SI?: No
11. Anyone know?: My roommate and Aunt
12. Eating Disorders?: No. but I am an emotional eater
13. Mental Disorders?: Just diagnosed with Bipolar II
14. What would you do if you found cuts on your best friend?: I would finally have some one to talk to who understood.

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[21 Jul 2014|09:37pm]

dominikisdead
Does anyone know a more active self harm community?
I know there are other sites (mainly pro-ana) that have self harm areas, but does anyone know sites or forums specifically for self harm?
Thanks.
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[17 Jun 2014|12:31pm]

jephhowardowns

It's been a solid 9 months since the last time I cut.
And it's still a battle every day.
And I'm still very, very afraid of losing control, and liking it.

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[10 Jun 2014|03:14am]
kyra88
[ mood | sad ]

01. Whats your name?: Kimmy
02. Age, Birthday?: 25, 10/25
03. Form of SI?: cutting, burning, biting, binge eating
04. Why do you SI?: depends: sometimes for the pain, others for the blood, and sometimes it's the only thing that keeps me alive
05. When was your first time? What did you use?: 13. knife blade
06. Where do you most often SI?: thighs above the knee. used to do it on my arms and wrists but it was harder to hide them
07. In what room/area do you most often SI?: bedroom
08. What do you use?: kitchen knife, salt and ice, cigarette, lighter, knife blade
09. Do you hide it?: yes. except from my bf
10. Do you listen to music while you SI?: no
11. Anyone know?: yes
12. Eating Disorders?: binge eating counts?
13. Mental Disorders?: depression, paranoia, BPD
14. What would you do if you found cuts on your best friend?: tell them i understand them and try to help them

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[04 May 2014|12:08am]
demonicchica
01. What's your name?: Jane
02. Age, Birthday?:17, November 13th
03. Why do you cut?: To control what my life has become and to prove that I'm still alive
04. When was your first time? I think I was 13
05. What did you use?: A pair od dull scissors
06. Where do you most often cut?: Upper thigh or lower hip
07. In what room/area do you most often cut?: School bathroom
08. What do you use?: My brother's Boy Scout knife
09. Do you hide it?: As much as possible
10. Do you listen to music while you cut?: Never
11. Anyone know?: Yes, though I wish they didn't
12. Eating Disorders?: No
13. Mental Disorders?: Anxiety disorder, OCD, and Depression
14. What would you do if you found cuts on your best friend?: Let them know that I love them and try to get them to stop.
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I don't even know if anyone comes on here anymore [03 May 2014|08:07pm]

dominikisdead
In case anyone does: I feel like shit. I know that none of you know me and I know that none of you should care, but I have no one else to tell.
I honestly hate myself. I'm so fat and I keep overeating. I restrict most days but of course I binge a lot.
I just want to die. I can't handle this anymore.
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[19 Feb 2014|07:00pm]

fucked_upfox
I'm getting so bad again. I was "recovering" so so long.

I'm starting to just use hot wax instead of cutting. I light a candle an drop the hot wax in my wrist. It doesn't hurt as much as cutting, but it gets the job done.

It's starting to show in my grades and my sleeping habits and eating habits. Soon, my mom's going to figure out that I'm getting bad.

I'm scared.
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help? [17 Feb 2014|12:56am]
miilive
So, I cutted myself like, really bad this evening, and I have been bleeding for an hour or so. And I think I need stitches...
Anyone ever before had stitches? Like, do you just go to the hospital. Will they call your parent or your doctor... I'm really afraid... :S
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Strawberry Gashed Forum? [05 Feb 2014|04:53pm]

notxdeadxyet
Is anyone here a member of the Strawberry Gashed Forum?
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Laws / Rights [04 Feb 2014|10:40am]

arya87

Hey,

Are there any (US or New Jersey) laws that protect an adults right to self harm? Can you be forced into an institution or therapy if you don't want it, are not suicidal, and not a threat to others?

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[14 Jan 2014|06:41pm]

danireann
01. Whats your name?: Dani
02. Age, Birthday?:21, October 31
03. Why do you cut?: To cope with my emotions
04. When was your first time? when i was 12
05. What did you use?: a razor blade
06. Where do you most often cut?: thighs
07. In what room/area do you most often cut?: bedroom, or bathroom
08. What do you use?: razor
09. Do you hide it?: yes
10. Do you listen to music while you cut?:somethimes
11. Anyone know?: yes
12. Eating Disorders?:I don't eat a lot but not because I want to lose weight or anything, I just don't want to eat
13. Mental Disorders?: Bi-polar
14. What would you do if you found cuts on your best friend?: Be there for them and encourage them to stop
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intro [21 Dec 2013|03:50pm]
razorsharp5
[ mood | depressed ]

01. Whats your name?: razorsharp5
02. Age, Birthday?: 25, Feb.24
03. Form of SI?: cutting
04. Why do you SI?: I hate myself and all the things in my life.
05. When was your first time? What did you use?:23yrs old; disposable razor
06. Where do you most often SI?: left arm
07. In what room/area do you most often SI?:bedroom
08. What do you use?: razor blade
09. Do you hide it?: sometimes
10. Do you listen to music while you SI?: no
11. Anyone know?: parents, brother, sister
12. Eating Disorders?: no but I don't eat properly. sometimes I eat and sometimes I don't.
13. Mental Disorders?: Atypical anxiety disorder; Major depressive disorder, recurrent, severe
14. What would you do if you found cuts on your best friend?: I would cut along with them and make sure they don't cut too deep.

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Are there any cutters here from Southern Ontario, Toronto, Hamilton, etc? [09 Dec 2013|08:56pm]

scarlettmoon
Just looking for a local group or people.... Not something run by judgemental people.

Looking for along the lines of the myproana site

Thanks!
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can someone help me? [06 Dec 2013|03:07am]

lezbe_honest
okayy so I have this ex girlfriend who I go to school with and she keeps trying to make me feel worthless and bring me down and her new girlfriend also goes to school with me and she helps her and when she makes me feel worthless I cut myself and my cutting is getting out of control because of her... and her girlfriend tried to jump me yesterday and I don't know what I'm suppose to do how do I stop things from getting to me like what they say and ect.. and how do I stop my self from cutting or cutting really deep when I'm upset?? can anybody help me??
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Introduction [05 Dec 2013|10:43pm]
kindofpoisonous
01. What's your name? Charlie
02. Age, Birthday? 15, 19 Feb
03. Why do you cut? It makes everything seem bearable for a while and sometimes I really need that
04. When was your first time? Cutting this year, but I don't remember when I started scratching/biting myself
05. What did you use? An old sewing knife. It was really crap, like it barley left a scratch.
06. Where do you most often cut? My left forearm, but I'm trying to move onto my right thigh because it's less noticable
07. In what room/area do you most often cut? My bedroom
08. What do you use? A pencil sharpener blade
09. Do you hide it? Yes
10. Do you listen to music while you cut? Yes
11. Anyone know? My parents, and one friend
12. Eating Disorders? It's not a disorder but I don't eat breakfast or lunch and I try not to snack
13. Mental Disorders? None that have been professionally diagnosed
14. What would you do if you found cuts on your best friend? Before I started cutting, I'd tell them to stop because it seemed wrong. Now I wouldn't say anything about it unless they talked to me first. It's their business not mine, I don't like it when people ask me questions so I wouldn't put them in that situation.
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Introduction [05 Dec 2013|12:32am]

lezbe_honest
01. Whats your name?: Alicia..
02. Age, Birthday?: 15..,July 2nd..
03. Form of SI?: cutting..
04. Why do you SI?: numb feeling..,pain..,stress..,depression..
05. When was your first time? What did you use?: 6th grade..,a razor off a pencil sharpener..
06. Where do you most often SI?: everywhere pretty much.. upper arms..,wrists/lower arms..,stomach..,thighs/legs..

07. In what room/area do you most often SI?: Bathroom..,bedroom..
08. What do you use?: razor (disposable)
09. Do you hide it?: yes..
10. Do you listen to music while you SI?: yes..
11. Anyone know?: yeahh (few friends)
12. Eating Disorders?: Anorexia Nervosa (Recovering)
13. Mental Disorders?: depression..,anxiety..,BPD..
14. What would you do if you found cuts on your best friend?:I have and I talked to her about them n tried my best to help her through it..
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[04 Dec 2013|12:55am]
fer_ev
01. Whats your name?: Fer
02. Age, Birthday?:20, april 1st
03. Why do you cut?: 'cause it makes me feel alive, release
04. When was your first time? when i was 12
05. What did you use?: a cutter
06. Where do you most often cut?: thighs
07. In what room/area do you most often cut?: bedroom, or bathroom
08. What do you use?: pencil sharpener, razor
09. Do you hide it?: yes
10. Do you listen to music while you cut?:somethimes
11. Anyone know?: yes (3 friends)
12. Eating Disorders?: somethimes i skip meals (not because i wanna become thinner) it's just 'cause i don't want to.
13. Mental Disorders?: recently diagnose with depresion, anxiety, dysthymia, and unstable personality.
14. What would you do if you found cuts on your best friend?: make her or him stop, watch him or her and help to stop, 'cause later would be late.

Can someone give advices about what thing is better to make a fast but not so deep scar? or kind of razor?
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[15 Nov 2013|03:07pm]
ihatemyself91
01. Whats your name?: Kristy
02. Age, Birthday?: 16th November 2013
03. Why do you cut?: depression, anxiety, empty feeling
04. When was your first time?: after my breakup of my ex
05. What did you use?: tablets, starving
06. Where do you most often cut?: legs only and tablets
07. In what room/area do you most often cut?: bathroom and bedroom.
08. What do you use?: whatever i can get my hands on
09. Do you hide it?: Yes
10. Do you listen to music while you cut?: Yes
11. Anyone know?: No
12. Eating Disorders?: I don't know
13. Mental Disorders?: Depression, Anxiety, BPD
14. What would you do if you found cuts on your best friend?: i would ask her to seek help
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New :) [31 Oct 2013|10:18pm]

strangeseed
01. Whats your name?: Simone
02. Age, Birthday?: 17
03. Why do you cut?: Many reasons: Punishment, pleasure, fascination, stress, anxiety, sadness, etc.
04. When was your first time?: I was a freshman in high school.
05. What did you use?: A knife, I think.
06. Where do you most often cut?: It changes. I cut on my legs, arms, stomach, back, and hands.
07. In what room/area do you most often cut?: My bedroom.
08. What do you use?: Blades from pencil sharpeners and shaving razors. I occasionally use glass.
09. Do you hide it?: Yes. I will sometimes show scars that are 6mo+, but never, ever cuts.
10. Do you listen to music while you cut?: No.
11. Anyone know?: My family and friends.
12. Eating Disorders?: No
13. Mental Disorders?: Personality disorder, cyclomythia, depression
14. What would you do if you found cuts on your best friend?: I have. I gently confront her about it over text (she would shut down if it was face to face) and assure her that I am here for her.
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