01. What's your name?: Jaycee
02:Age, Birthday?: 17, 1/15/98
03:Form of SI?: Cutting, scratching, purging and restricting, sometimes I like cutting words onto myself.
04:Why do you SI?: To release anger, to numb myself or to feel something when I'm super depressed, to ease stress, to feel release when I feel pressure building up, and occasionally as punishment.
05:When was your first time? What did you use?: I was eight, and I wanted to commit suicide, but being the dumb ass I am, I didn't know how to go about it, so I just ended up cutting on my arm, just carving softly with a dull knife over the same spot, then blaming it on a random cat.
06:Where do you most often SI?: Used to be my arms, now it's mostly on my thighs, upper ribs, stomach, very occasionally my wrist (though I really miss cutting on my wrist), and sometimes on my shoulder, and my hips.
07:in what room/area do you most often SI?: on my bed or in the bathroom, most often in the shower when in the bathroom.
08:What do you use?: I've used knives, safety pins, pencils, paper clips, the blade from a pencil sharpener...now I use razors from a disposable razors because I've found they cut deepest.
09:Do you hide it?: Yes, absolutely.
10:Do you listen to music while you SI?: Sometimes....
11:Anyone know?: Yeah, unfortunately. My ex step mom, my dad, dad's girlfriend, my fiance, my brother, and some of my friends.
12:Eating disorder?: EDNOS/OSFED?
13:Mental Disorders?: Anxiety, Depression, Eating Disorder
14:What would you do if you found cuts on your best friend?: I would ask them if the were okay, and ask them why they did it. I'd be a hypocrite if I asked them to stop...but I'd encourage them to be safe, and that if they ever need to talk, I would be more than willing to listen.